“My Pain Won’t Really, Truly Heal.”

’m so excited by her presence
The very thought of her near
Sends shivers right down my spine
Suddenly, I awake from my dream
No trace of her, I fear

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

Many silent years have truly passed
Without love no one can last
I truly gave from my heart
But without love you fall apart
All I wanted was a start

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

I was used and set aside
My broken heart I can’t hide
My beating heart bleeds inside
My glass soul’s shattered into pieces
Teardrops fall mixing with blood

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

Caught within a web of deceit
Lies so fine I can’t compete
Wasting away within the devil’s grasp
Signs from above just don’t last
When will she come at last?

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

My soul’s shattered into many shards
Every breath taken amplifies my pain
Each moment I live in darkness
Without light my soul can’t heal
So, I wallow within pain’s embrace

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

Caught within a web of deceit
Spun from fables old and new
Truth’s set within the told lies
Wrapped in darkness, a silent fight
Nowhere to turn, nowhere to go

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

Cast aside like a broken shoe
Set aside without an “I DO”
Sadness has taken my very life
Since my fate was cast aside
By the few lurking in shadows

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

The things and love I’ve given
Fade due to my memory’s loss
Such is the price I’ve paid
Time and situations tend to repeat
Yet I shall not concede defeat

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

My thoughts of her slowly go
My mind fights a hidden foe
I truly have nowhere to go
Caught without the presence of money
I endure without milk and honey

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away

Sadness has fallen upon my days
Darkness has fallen without my say
I try to live my way
Without hate as my heart’s focus
For hate is a bitter pill

My pain won’t really, truly heal
This pain I can’t really conceal
Too much have I given away